I am alone but am not lonely

Hello super awesoms friends~

Tonight I am feeling a bit lost~ hihi...so..I am not sure about what I want..

and what I really need..

Actually..

* you tell me please

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chellom

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This is not NORMAL

:: picture taken in dorm- me and my girlfriends

 

Hello again guys ! ^^ welcome to my life june =)

Yes ?? whats this? haha..yeap. In this past two weeks I've joined PLKN aka

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara at Kem KKDB. Enough for little truth bout the location..haha

Anyway..what I had experienced was..a blast.

fuhh...1st week was tough because I really try my best to fit in..until..i fall sick.

This picture was taken before I enter the wood ^^

We had an activity on how to survive in the wood..haishh

So, continue on my story..i am not well..

I had a high fever and it last for one week..so I had faced a really tough week that time. Honestly in PLKN

I had faced this,

1. The tortured part to fit the activity while sick

2. I vomit out BLOOD plus BLOOD is running out from my nose ( at the very same time )

3. Having a BAD cough --soar throat

4. I collapse . .

5. stay in ward for 3 days.

yet..I am still alive.

:: another picture of US

Yeah..=) Although it was though and really torturing..but at least I have my own vision there, my own

objective. =)

* I will fight till the end

=)

I rather stand the pain physically in PLKN rather than having an heartaches at home

sincerely,

M840

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chellom

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