I am a wall flower

Hello ending October, hye life, hello awesome friends. *exhale with a totally tired and fed up expression..sigh..

Hihi..guys..I pity my self for being a wall flower..but at the same time..I am glad to be one. Dear friends..be responsible for the words you say or promises you made to the one you care because it is not easy to build up the faith back on some one. Trust is important..

Yeah..this is simply taken from piece of my life..I realised that..I look so pathetic..nahh...I'm not..:)
The question is..what I have done with my life..
hehe...Thank You Lord for the strength You gave..aww...

A Wake Up Call

‎Thursday, ‎October ‎03, ‎2013  9:02:28 PM

Today, I learn something new and awesome. :) I am so glad and happy that I got the chance to hear all the amazing things from Him. Dear Father in Heaven, thank You for sending me such a wise and amazing friends. I realise that You had plan something for me and I know that it will be a good thing, dear Father in Heaven, I praise You with all my heart for all this and I am very thankful for the good news You brought for me. Dear Father, Thank You.

Dear fella friends, facebookers, bloggers and family.. Today I had an amazing wake up call from my very own friend. He woke me up with all the things that is happening in front of me but I just don't realise about that. Once again, yeah..it was awesome. I love You God. Thank You Lord.

I realise that I am loosing my grip..I am starting to act into some one that I don't wanna be at all. This is very complicated but in a simple way I can describe is..I am loosing my faith.

Yes, faith is very important. Maybe it is because of my recently activities that causes me to be someone else or else it is because of my old experience that causes me to be more independent and strict. I am strict to my self and I am strict to my friends simply because I am afraid that I can't handle the pressure in the future. I don't wanna be so tired at the end because I have a lot of things to do...wait..wait..I am being that person again. Ouhh No !
_____________________________censored my mind. hahaha

Hello there ! ^^ hahaha...I am just afraid..thats all..and what my friend said just now was right. YES ! They were right ! What I learn today is;

1. Trust your friend. With out faith, every one can't reach what they need.
2. Trust your friend. Because they understand your situation.
3. Trust your friend. Because they want the best for themselves too.
4. Trust your friend. You will amaze your self in such a beautiful feeling. hahaha
haish...i love them. :)

They are the best. Can't believe I said this, but I now know that I can put my trust on them and I am so happy about that.

Dear friends, I am sorry for being such a strict person, pushing you guys to do things on my way and pushing you guys to be in stressful situation. I am very sorry for that. Today I realise that I do can count on you guys. Thank you very much. :) I feel so bless and happy.

THANK YOU LORD FOR A BEAUTIFUL LIFE YOU GAVE.

sincerely,
miss grace.

Hello October

Hello awesome friends, family and blogger.:) Hye October, welcome to my life..I am hoping for a great journey ahead of me after this..because past is past and I should stay healthy, happy and strong. This is not the time for me to write about sad things on my blog haha..I just couldn't bear the feeling of writing something 'heavy' on a blog that is so cute and adorable like mine..aww..^^

Hey guys, you might thought that your life isn't that cool, you're bored..unhappy.feeling old..and so on so on..to tell the truth, a person who has/have those kind of thinking will appear to be the biggest looser fellas. hahaha..

Why, simply because you are wasting your youth, energy and time on things that is NOT TRUE AT ALL.
Cheer up ! SMILE please ! Look out of the box..think positively and within a second you will found inspiration and within a second you will find peace. And with the peace inside your heart, you will feel healthier, younger and awesomer. haha :P

Life isn't about the pointer or competing with each other. Its about loving your self in the best way you can.
As for me ?
I love my self so much that I preserve it with education, spiritual foods and sports, by doing that along with all the scientific explanation some where some how, I felt better, stronger and happier. :D

You wouldn't trust me if you do not take the first step. :)

Go out and explore.

Sincerely,
miss october Grace.

My last mind

‎Sunday, ‎September ‎29, ‎2013  10:47:11 AM

Here I am having my weekend here in my bedroom at Sri Angkasa, Darau. In this past few days I've been ripped off mentally and physically simply because I am committed with my work and studies. I am not the best student nor the cleverest of them all but I always have my own point of view. I always wanted to do the best and save as many time as I can so that I can do other stuff like yeah, my training session.

Its been a wild time for me there in Mapan-mapan village, also it was the craziest move I ever made or should I say stupidity. * I am sorry for using that kind of statement.

Maybe it was because of the hormon or I should just blame my self for being a punk. Is it wrong to push your friends so that they realise that they were doing it wrong? I am not saying that I am always right but I just wana be fair.

Hm...dear bloggers, friends and family, life is not just about respect and listen but also about consciousness and consideration. I am being a jerk in my group simply because I want the best for all of us. :)
Cili Padi group is the best.