Silly Girl

Hello my awesome friends~ Here I am just arrived home. The main story I wanna share with you guys tonight was about me seeing Koko with someone else. ( Happy Sabath day by the way ). After the clinic, I went out with my girlfriends to spend some girl's time. I was okay at the beginning eventhough I am not really fine for this whole week..so back to the main story.

While we were choosing our meal at CFC's food corner, I saw him..yeah..him..Koko..my vision was not that clear but yes I saw him..with one girl..I peak on them twice..and yes I am sure it was him..My heart beats fast and I really don't know how to confront them..I was like. PARALISED. My eyes turned small and I begin to make stressout face ( without me knowing it )..I am in deep hurt..also..I was blurr..not knowing that I will be in this deep depress feeling.

" Owhh...I can't take this one too..huu enough lah with the problem I faced at home..I can't bear anymore weight..huuu" my monologue.

Then, we chose a table that can peak on the couple. Eventhough it was hurting me but I really need to see Koko. I took a peak..and Koko was not there anymore leaving the girl ( looks like his ex) alone with phone trying to contact him, I think he ran off because he saw me watching him just now, so he ran off first then contact the girl through cell phone.

I felt the pressure very deep, I began to cry..I look so silly and one of my girlfriend scold me..

" Heii Grace, you must be strong ! I punch your face if you don't want to be strong ! "

All my very best girlfriends try to comfort me..they really concern about me..I am really touch. I said I don't wanna eat anymore..then they scolded me and buy me anything for lunch..wuu..*touching what a really good friends I have..tqz guys~

Then my other gf took a peak and she shouted..

" It was not him !! "

WHAT ???!! The guy came back. In my head..shock of HAPPINESS. wow...is that true?

" Look at him Grace, Koko is quiet masculine the guy look really skinny and thin~ thats not him la..chill~ "

" What..?? seriously?? " I checked on the couple..i checked on the guy..heii wait the minute..yeah! thats not him !! *HAHAHA~

" Cheeese..what a waste of tears.." My gf tease me..haha..jerk.

shortly, the day end up with them teasing me about the matter just now..cheese..silly girl. LOL

* So, I guess..hes not just a friend uh?..yeah..all this time I was wandering who I really like actually..today? I knew it ^^..but I still think that I was just feeling bad because I have a bad time this week..so, its kinda mixed feeling. I can't trust on one feeling only right?

So, I have to really make sure that I will love Jesus more than any other things..to avoid me from getting into more troubles..especially when it comes to HEART's matter.

STPMess

Hye..its me vivian~

=)..smiling huh?? Yeah…I am easy to love person hihi..well hello guys..how are you?? Enjoying holidays well to all students?? =D Even my lil niece, Tata also enjoying her holidays well by buying a lot of sweets and candy =.= ..First of all in this post I would like to congratulates all ex-students who just redeemed their STPM’s result last 07th of March..well done to all As scorer and to all who pass with a flying colors (including me ^^) ~ To my classmates (U6k1) , which I know your results;

1. Aaron
2. Raman
3. Anastacia
4. Jane
5. Wong Nyet Yung

Well done guys! I am happy for all of us..it was such a relieve when students like us ( naughty ) pass the examination, because as we know STPM is one of the hardest examination in Malaysia..( proud ), plus!

By taking STPM ? we had save 1 ½ year of Diploma’s program..this year on September we are going for a bachelor program! Yeeha~ love it ( positive mode ) ..I believe we can achieve our dream^^ hihi..as for my other friends which I do not know their result..please feel free to hangout and have a chat ok? Haha..
As for me? I love ART..soo..yes. I have been thinking of continuing my bachelor’s program in Art’s field.

Well..I wanted to be a lecturer one day, but I have this strong feelings on achieving my dream..who knows if it truly come true?? Well, I am thinking of having a studio to make money..I will represent the ancients art about our culture, starts from Kadazan Dusun itself to India’s culture..so, by taking the ‘pengajian Seni Kreatif’ course I will have the advantage to make a full research on our culture’s art and history especially on wedding’s ceremony..before, during and after the wedding. Interesting isn’t it?? ^^

Why I fall in love in this it is because, I want to regenerate the traditions that we had since centuries ago! And with a little bit of my art’s touch up ( smile ) I can make a miracle in my customer’s wedding ceremony..something extraordinary from what we always sees nowadays in couple’s wedding’s ball and everything..starts from the decorations until the music selections…hahaha..*cupid’s lough

How am I going to search for clients ?? BLOG ! haha <3

Well that’s it for now, wait for my new update soon =)
March love,
Chellom.

HOW TO DESCRIBE

Hello my awesome friends ! A quick update from me today yaa ^^

I am kinda tired~ =(

Yeah..in this few weeks I had a 'blast's journey of life..haha..

1. I had been given a ticket for inappropriate park at HQE =.=

(nonsense..)

" klu ya pun mau saman, buatla byk2 parking lot d queen baru ndak payah susah kan diri tulis ticket"

Naa...see..my Melayu also keluar allready..haha

ptfff

Anyway, two more story about me is my love Azna and My love memyself

:: Me and Azna my bestie *picture taken at Tuaran's Pgoda Temple ( 2011 )

Here is some sad story from her..

She, who had learn to be in loves to be loves and to be loyal had been crush recently..

her heart broke into pieces and her tears rolled down by her cheeks..she, who used to be ( still ) a naughty girl had been HURT last night..hmm..

Theres not much that I can do, but I do care about her feelings and really want her to move forward.

I know..It is not the end yet for their relationship.but all I want for her

is to CHOOSE WISELY on any option she had for now.

[ I will always support you ]

:: me at Jesselton Point's port

Second story is about me..hm..I know that I can do anything I want, and I can

be friends with whoever I want..but how to describe this??

A FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN A GUY & A GIRL

Why did our local community especially among our friends always ruin the

atmosphere by asking

" Is he your special boyfriend?? "

Come on~

I know I'm an Asian but please la..I felt uncomfortable okay..

Some schools like SM ALL SAINTS, SASS, or MAKTAB SABAH

encourage the students to know each other well despite on being a gender's racisst activist..( naa..what the heck am I saying )

what I mean is girls..

Its okay to be friends with guys as long as you knows your limits

Sometimes, they can be your one and only bestfriend too.

So,

for those who seek for a girl who do not talk or going out on leisure activity with guy friends

sorry

I AM NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL

Yes, I am single. But don't espect me not to going out with guy friend and then when you

saw I did once or twice you start to label that my heart was TAKEN.

Just like you, I am being protective to my self from JACKA** too.. ( sorry to say )

so, it is not going to be easy for guys to exchange glances with me.^^

:: me with all my guy friends

So, this post is kind of a positive alarm to all of you

We are new generations in this high tech world..so it look silly

when you have all the technology but your brain aren't grow that well to understand

the whole concept on modern civilisation.

BE OPENMINDED

dude.

:: another me with my friend ^^

So..to those who agree with my post for tonight please comment ;D

To those who wanted to know me more =) please add me at my FB, skype and msn. lol

Dear friends..I am GRACE. and I am REAL.

...
love

...

chellom

Never LIE

Hello guys~ a quick update from me today ^^ yeah..because me and my family faced a little problem with the TM company soo i have to online at cc..you know cyber cafe.. yeah..NEVER LIE. What is it about?

Last friday eve, I went to meet my GF since I have a free time waiting for my grandpa's discharge letter from hospital. P/S : grandpa was FINE :D So, why did I went meet my gf..I have to borrow her baju kurung since all of my baju kurung were with my taylor..girls ^^ I will upload the picture soon ya..so that you guys can see how beautiful I am on the shirt.. :P . I will wear it during my bestfriend's wedding ceremony..tett..not her..but her uncle..my friend, miss Aznah Safeyyraaaa...lol

Did I ever tell you about her? she was one of my bestfriend, Ema, a very pretty girl and nice sister to me..and..Ema was my exbf's biological sister..yeah..I am very close to their family..Shortly, I miss her a lot and we chat, we lough ! We spend our time joking around and play the pillow's fight hahaha...but when she told me about the sad story part..what I can do is smile~

Not much..just smile and tumpang gembira ...

Maybe no one will understand this story..haha..it is quiet personal for me..but I never LIE about one thing in my life..and that is..a secret ^^ lalala..

*I work my **ss to be this kind of girl..ME. I will not give up..I will keep on fighting..4 years isn't that much compared to a lifetime with the MR. RIGHT.

and my MR. RIGHT for now and forever..who save me..from being the old me..is..

JESUS

:D

Because, through HIM..I found YOU guys. thank YOU LORD.