Silly Girl

Hello my awesome friends~ Here I am just arrived home. The main story I wanna share with you guys tonight was about me seeing Koko with someone else. ( Happy Sabath day by the way ). After the clinic, I went out with my girlfriends to spend some girl's time. I was okay at the beginning eventhough I am not really fine for this whole week..so back to the main story.

While we were choosing our meal at CFC's food corner, I saw him..yeah..him..Koko..my vision was not that clear but yes I saw him..with one girl..I peak on them twice..and yes I am sure it was him..My heart beats fast and I really don't know how to confront them..I was like. PARALISED. My eyes turned small and I begin to make stressout face ( without me knowing it )..I am in deep hurt..also..I was blurr..not knowing that I will be in this deep depress feeling.

" Owhh...I can't take this one too..huu enough lah with the problem I faced at home..I can't bear anymore weight..huuu" my monologue.

Then, we chose a table that can peak on the couple. Eventhough it was hurting me but I really need to see Koko. I took a peak..and Koko was not there anymore leaving the girl ( looks like his ex) alone with phone trying to contact him, I think he ran off because he saw me watching him just now, so he ran off first then contact the girl through cell phone.

I felt the pressure very deep, I began to cry..I look so silly and one of my girlfriend scold me..

" Heii Grace, you must be strong ! I punch your face if you don't want to be strong ! "

All my very best girlfriends try to comfort me..they really concern about me..I am really touch. I said I don't wanna eat anymore..then they scolded me and buy me anything for lunch..wuu..*touching what a really good friends I have..tqz guys~

Then my other gf took a peak and she shouted..

" It was not him !! "

WHAT ???!! The guy came back. In my head..shock of HAPPINESS. wow...is that true?

" Look at him Grace, Koko is quiet masculine the guy look really skinny and thin~ thats not him la..chill~ "

" What..?? seriously?? " I checked on the couple..i checked on the guy..heii wait the minute..yeah! thats not him !! *HAHAHA~

" Cheeese..what a waste of tears.." My gf tease me..haha..jerk.

shortly, the day end up with them teasing me about the matter just now..cheese..silly girl. LOL

* So, I guess..hes not just a friend uh?..yeah..all this time I was wandering who I really like actually..today? I knew it ^^..but I still think that I was just feeling bad because I have a bad time this week..so, its kinda mixed feeling. I can't trust on one feeling only right?

So, I have to really make sure that I will love Jesus more than any other things..to avoid me from getting into more troubles..especially when it comes to HEART's matter.