I AM PENAKUT

Hello guys ^^..thank you for being so kind reading my blog =')

:: with my guy friend in Logos Hope ship 2011

As you guys knew..last month was a blast..I've joined a wonderful and full of sweet's memories in KYS

craft's program =) I was happy..

YES..first week was tough..because Koko hurt me...yeah old story.LAME.

hahaha..

heii..come here guys..*whispering

Here is a new story about me ^^ hehehe..actually,

this past month had been a great time for me to take time and relax from 'heartaches'

you know...

kuli

haha..sorry about that..heii..its not finish yet..the real story starts here..

Well as time past by..and he still not giving up..I'm not sure why is this person keep on 

encouraging me to believe in love again..

So, I had rejected all of his kindness, words and LOVE..I am sorry..

I spilled my tears once when he truly amazed me by his words..because he was really sincered that night..

I can see that his eyes was almost crush into peaces like a crystal..peaces of tears..when he says

" How come no one (guy) appreciate your kindness..see who you truly are.."

but he never won my heart....yet.

Yes.. I was a coward.

I am really sorry..but I can't.

I just can't.

=)

I've been hurt..so many times..and..it was not okay..huu..

I can't  face any more disappointment =( 

I AM a COWARd for not appreciating your kindness..and accepting you as my soulmate..

I was a coward for not letting go the pass and move one like a mighty star who keep on shining..

I am a coward..for letting you go..

All I can say is..

I am sorry..

*Friendship last forever..that is the best for us =)