curving ma eyes.

Hye everyone. :)

Well..August is ending..so have you guys accomplish anything this month? 

Any undone business that should be done this month ?

best f the best is..we were celebrating Aidilfitri ^^

Yeah~ when we talk about it..it means..meeting OLD FRIENDS

long-time-no-see relatives and

bosses ( for the employee ) hahaaha

well..i had a great time in this festive season too you see.. :)

Well I went to my girlfriend's open houses..and did a lot of activity too..you see 

the Mini Pathfinder event is tomorrow so, we all were busy

preparing our group for the competition :P bluekks LAST MINUTE.

Fancy drills

Semaphore

Knot tying

etc

^^

well back to my main se-to-ree ..

I WENT TO HIS HOUSE

 yes..my old friend's house..

I didn't know how to react when his sisters jump on me and gimme a welcome hug..

"Ouhh Vivie~ its been a long time we didn't see each other~"

huhu..

And his mom was like...

"Hye..u sorg je?"

(not specifically LIKE that~ but almost)

hahaha..

So,

My good girl attitude push me to help them in the kitchen hihihi..

and his mom was like,

"amboii sepasang merpati di dapur nee~"

and i was like ( In my on mind )

Hoiiikk unty ! ure missing the big picture.hahaha

*Well..yeah...we still have the sense of humor together..we still can hangout and tease each other.

But, theres always be a time where we hit the silence phase and none is

dare enough to split out about what is in our mind.

 I am not looking back..and living in the past.

NO.

When I saw him..i glaze at him..i was relieve..

that NOW ?

I can move on without seeing him like an enemy.--> you know what I mean girls :/

haha..honestly I am not that type of girl..you know..

[ stranger-->friend-->couple-->broke up-->stranger ]

get it ??

that was..so not me. :)

thats why I prefer to accept guy as a friend now..because i did know and trust that..

FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER.

Decisions decisions..

 

Hye guys~ ^^. .

Well..here I am writing something to fill my time..heii...it was already 31st of August ><

Happy Merdeka day !!! weeeeehaaaa !!

LOL

Heii...back to the main story here okeii. So, as usual its about my you-know-what.

my feelings lah ! haha

Okeii..so, tonight i had rejected two guys. 

One is him

and the other one is him

LOL what  am I saying this..ahaha

Sorry. The thing is..I am saving my heart from falling. get it ? hehe..I am sorry. I just wanna be FREE from anybody.

Free from any monkey's commitment. yay...YUCK.

I did fall for someone.and I keep on hurting Him all the time. But He never leave me like 'you guys' did..

He loves me for who I am..

He knows me better than my own mom.

He created e beautiful just the way I am now.

I am so thankful for having his relationship with Him.

For He is the One and only..

Jesus Christ

He died for me..

did anyone here in this world dare enough to do that? for me ?

He was crucified because of you and me !!

So, before you accept Him, my guidance..our God..my true LOVE. 

don't you dare hating me because i rejected your proposal..

Father? can You hear me~ ?

get it ?

No right ?

me either...hahahaha..

:)

p/s : Just showing some examples of miracles that happen in my life

 from our Lord Father in heaven

God, this is all Your doing. Thank you.

You put a smile on my face again.hihihi..but this time..it was a good feeling because it was

from You~

Sure, I have a status to hold here and yes..I also..did..i guess..i mean..

stop waiting for Mr. Perfect lol.

ahaha..heii...I know it sounds impossible.but who knows ?? 

God is GOOD you see.

:D

He send me someone to start a new chapter with.but~ 

I will still hold this one..

"friendship is better, because friendship last forever"

GOD BLESS.

:)

Spirit spirit why me~ :(

Hello dear friends~ August is ending :)

Good bye August..you've given me a month full of adventure :D

So, the upper picture shows my fellow friends in Kg Natai, Telipok. It happened on 

25th August 2012 ( Saturday- Sabbath day )

alert : NO LINE CONNECTION. totally lost in the other world.ahaha

. 

So, based on my caption for this post..I want to show you guys the atmosphere and

the environment around us..which was our place to set up/ build our camp. :)

Old people had warned us about the area we stay..It was..not OK. Obviously the place was own by

the other creature on earth which we know 'they' exist but we can't see them with bare eyes.

Well, because we have faith and our leader have no problems to set up the camps there..so, were all 

get along with it.

Sadly, it was my first night..and I was 'disturb' by..you-guess-what.

=,=

It was..totally NOT a good experienced..and until now..

I am very fragile to things like..

darkness..etc.

I can't explain further information because I just don't know how..

got what i mean? hihi..yeah..totally not a good spot for us. 

So..yup..spirit spirit~ why me..huhu

not only me been disturbed. My friends..and one of my student too..so..

For you guys out there..always alert and be careful.

:)

GOD BLESS YOU. 

Its how you live :)

Dear friends..:) let sail with me in my lovely dovey poem..

stand up to the sunlight with your hand wide open

don't hold your anger or leave things unspoken

and have what you want

but want what you have..

DON'T SPEND YOUR LIFE LOOKING BACK

Don't run from the truth..

cause you can't get away

JUST FACE IT AND YOU'L BE OKAY 

:)

LOOkING BACK FROM WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN

cause its not who you knew,

and its not what you did..

Its how you live.

:)

love.

i think about him..

i think about him a lot today..i just don't know why..

haha..guess not every little thing in my life that i can control uhh ??

well..i'm not a supergirl..so..

Will things get better when I enter uni ??

Hmm...few of my very best buddy are going to leave me..

Panda, Sherly..aww

sigh..i am not sure why am I like this..sometimes..what I understand about being me is..

act strong but actually I was hiding from the truth.

Hiding from what I want..

and the truth is..I want him.

But ALSO.. I know that..

God knows what best for me..it just..I can't help it..I am attracted to him..and I don't know why..

maybe because we faced a lot together ??

or

maybe because he is my one and only love ?

what??!!

NO 

Did I just said that ??

LOVE ??

ewhhhh !!

hahaahha...i felt funny...i lough then i stop thinking about him..ahahhaa...what a life.

fuhh...

LOVE 

is

GOD.

theres no other LOVE in this world that can defined HIS.

So...i just have to be patient. ^^

and..work harder..so that..I..will..eventually..get over him..

don't break my heart

Don't break my heart before I give it to you

Don't tell me no before I ask you to

Don't say it doesn't fit before you try it on

There's too much to lose to be wrong

And it feels like there's something here

But I wanna see it before it disappears

And if there's something real between me and you

Well are we both open to

Don't give me hope if there's nothing to this

Don't let me in if you're not there

What I'm feeling doesn't happen every day

So baby please play me fair

And it feels like there's something more

Than those crazy little crushes I've felt before

When you move in closer I can feel the rush

And now we're so close we can touch

All these possibilities

So many little possibilities

Right in front of us

Close enough to touch

And far enough to have some time to see

Happy Feet

Hello guys~

So back in camp, my beautiful friend Lissa gave me a set of personal

care like..lotion, conditioner etc okeii..haha

like..a lot. LOL

So, here I am playing with one of the product she gave..

I found it..

LOVELY

^^

thank you Lisa.

imissyousomuchyouknow

huhu..

SO girls..let pictures do the talking. ^^

p/s : it is good to spoil your feet once a while..everyday would be..excellent. :)

fresh !!

Last random Meeting?

 Well yeah I had to admit it was not a random meeting..

It was a set up on ME. 

 :: Remember this? yummy okeii..so don't envy me ><

hahaha just kidding.

So lets picture to the talking yeah~

:: yeah..I know..thats why I love them. 

22 JULY 2012

Hello August, here are stories about July.

*hope you dont mind~ :D

So, my friend Aaron ( 3rd from left ) invited me to join him and the others

to our mini reunion at Upperstar, Suria.

So, here I am being a nice girl..joining them quietly and hold myself from

expressing me 20th birthdate so that it wont be MY DAY but OUR DAY OUT with old friends. 

So I came late, as usual ;P . .I promised at 6 sharped but I arrived at 7pm ;PP

and my friend panda keep on irritated me with jokes and silly phone called..gooshh

Upper picture shows Lady ( UMS ) and Aznah my bestie ( UMS )

( UMS ) --> interframe a bit :P hahaha

 :: I ordered chicken chop

yuuhuuu...marks ??

5/10

:/

:: Panda's meal..I snap his satay..and sambal.. 

 :: Aaron and my cute friend yeeyee 

 :: The bold guy..yeah panda..cause he just came back from PLKN okeii give him a break. hahaha

:: again =.=

When I was busy showing them the video that I uploaded in YOU TUBE 

( totally funnay, you guys should checked them out >< )

Suddenly..the lights was dimed..the atmosphere were filled with rejoice birthday 

song and a huge chocolate cake were presented in front of me..

and i was like..

 speechless..

This are all their doing. I just couldn't imagine that my 20th birthday can be this SWEET. 

 

:: So I was overwhelm..and I enjoy cutting it..

DECLARED !

I AM 20 YEARS OLD NOW.

I am a big girl now..:P hahaha

thank you guys.

they set this up just for me.

I have a great friend.

I really appreciate what they have done.

thank you panda for the lovely cake.

i love it.

so 

MUCH

:)

:: guess love does exist.

in a very unique way.

I love JESUS.

this is all Your doing.thank you Lord.