i think about him..

i think about him a lot today..i just don't know why..

haha..guess not every little thing in my life that i can control uhh ??

well..i'm not a supergirl..so..

Will things get better when I enter uni ??

Hmm...few of my very best buddy are going to leave me..

Panda, Sherly..aww

sigh..i am not sure why am I like this..sometimes..what I understand about being me is..

act strong but actually I was hiding from the truth.

Hiding from what I want..

and the truth is..I want him.

But ALSO.. I know that..

God knows what best for me..it just..I can't help it..I am attracted to him..and I don't know why..

maybe because we faced a lot together ??

or

maybe because he is my one and only love ?

what??!!

NO 

Did I just said that ??

LOVE ??

ewhhhh !!

hahaahha...i felt funny...i lough then i stop thinking about him..ahahhaa...what a life.

fuhh...

LOVE 

is

GOD.

theres no other LOVE in this world that can defined HIS.

So...i just have to be patient. ^^

and..work harder..so that..I..will..eventually..get over him..