Am I really is okay ?

Am I really is okay ?

Its been 3 weeks since the first day I came here in UMS..I thought that everything will be just fine. But yeah, I was totally wrong. Seems like the world doesn’t spin like the way I want. I am sad. First day of kuliah I had been attacked by a major headache. God..its too big. I just can’s take it this way..

Why ? why did I think it this way. I was hurting my self. Pushing my brain to the unhealthy habit. I keep on demanding people to give their best for me..but how about me ? did I did the best for my self ?

Yeah..that is a good question.

I need to fly, no matter what happen.

I just don’t know how to do it..

I was blurrr…blank…and I keep on forgetting things like my papers, keys, my cellphone..goshh…what is happening. This is not me..

L yeah…I am sad..but what can I do to change all this drastically ? Do I need a doctor ?

I don’t think so..maybe..I need to do some reflection activity on my self. I need to recognise and refresh my determination..sometimes..I myself I don’t know what am I doing here in UMS.

Because of all the tough time..I let my self to think negatively.

Yeah..sometimes..I just wanna quit..

WHAT to do . . .

Hello mighty friends :)

I am sorry since UMS ( umtp ) had  block the process to upload picture on blog

I had to write and post just like that..well..for those who prefer seeing pictures.

I AM SORRY

*bow*

Well..a lot of things happen here in UMS, where I study my ART, where I live :)

Hmm...first of all..i had experienced a lot of new things such as,

facing the UMS ROAD it self..ums was HUGE.

 I am very the TIRED everyday.

:)

However, I had never be so happy spending my time in

Dewan Kuliah and focus on stuffs like

ARTs.

:))

Hihihihi..

Dear my girlfriends out there..I am very the ( so what i love to use that phrase :P ) upset lol...why ??

Because..

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secret

:PP

*to be continue

Hello September :)

Hello mighty guys~ here I am with my fellow friends experiencing new life order in UMS.

what~ ??

hahaha

Yes ! Akhirnya ! We are studying for our DEGREE. :)

much love..

Well, I've face a lot in a very short time.

CULTURE SHOCK

:)

It was not easy that is for real 

but

over all

I LOVE BEING A MAHASISWI

i will never give up

*thanks mom and dad. thanks friends.thanks everyone.

much love.

grace.