Am I really is okay ?
Its been 3 weeks since the first day I came here in UMS..I
thought that everything will be just fine. But yeah, I was totally wrong. Seems
like the world doesn’t spin like the way I want. I am sad. First day of kuliah
I had been attacked by a major headache. God..its too big. I just can’s take it
this way..
Why ? why did I think it this way. I was hurting my self. Pushing
my brain to the unhealthy habit. I keep on demanding people to give their best
for me..but how about me ? did I did the best for my self ?
Yeah..that is a good question.
I need to fly, no matter what happen.
I just don’t know how to do it..
I was blurrr…blank…and I keep on forgetting things like my
papers, keys, my cellphone..goshh…what is happening. This is not me..
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yeah…I am sad..but what can I do to change all this drastically ? Do I need a
doctor ?
I don’t think so..maybe..I need to do some reflection
activity on my self. I need to recognise and refresh my
determination..sometimes..I myself I don’t know what am I doing here in UMS.
Because of all the tough time..I let my self to think negatively.
Yeah..sometimes..I just wanna quit..
1 comment:
dear,
be patient.
hold yourself.
this is just the beginning of your new life.
someday, somehow you can figure out your life again.
even it took sometime...
i know you just can do it.
best luck dear.
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