I cried..

Hello awesome friends and blogger ! :)

すうみません   みんなさん !! 

( I'm sorry everyone !!)

Because its been a while since I posted my last post :)

Well, today I had a blue day. hahaha

What happen ?

I cried

Because I was hurt, BUT it was not because I can't have my lunch with the boyfriend.

It is because of my best friend.

PAPAU

He was SICK.

YES. AGAIN.

and I was HURT...deeply hurt..that I can't hold the tears..and I just CRY..

Yes..He also loose his toe..why? I have no idea, I was at the University.

I just...I can't...I just can't imagine of loosing him okay !! 

Did you guys understand that !!

:(

He is my best friend...my very best friend..my one and only..

Did you guys know..that when I was at my darkess hour..papau was there for me.

 always make me laugh out loud..:')

He..He have something in his personality that makes me really care for him..

seeing him was like seeing the other ME.

His attitude reflects my attitude..:)

Him with his ego, stubborness and annoying face..hahaha

He is very naughty..I scolded him all the time..he make fun of himself in front of everyone !

I just..really LOVE him..i love him just like i love my self..i really care for him..

Its been two days I search for him, and just now...my aunt just make my tears drop..

When I couldn't find him..she said..

" That is a dog nature..he will hide himself from the guardian..he don't want to burden the guardian..

so that he can't die quietly in the wood "

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And I was like..

[ CRUSHED ]

Couldn't believe I just heard that...

After a moment..I found him..:')

He was sick...He has two holes on his body ( crying..)

His toe was totally gone..I can even see the bone comes out..

He was very week..he smells very bad..but I did not give up on him..I know that he will recover !!!

HE WILL !!!!

I will take a good care of him !!! 

I will..:(

I will take care of you papau~ I love you soo much..you are my best friend..please don't leave me..

please don't leave me pau..not yet..not yet..:(

NOT YET.

Without hesitate..

I drove myself to the supermarket..

I bought,

1. Spirit & Dettol ( to kills the maggot )

2. Iodine ( to help the recovery process)

3. cotton ( for the cleaning process)

4. Pedigree ( like a lot )

5. whiskas ( for the meaw )

6. Ice cream for me ^^ hehe

I am sure, with God help..i know..nothing impossible.

PAPAU will get well..

very soon.

:)

**Please pray for my dog aka best friend everyone..i love him so much.

thank you guys. :)

I appreciate it so much.