I am Grace and I am another ordinary girl in this whole wide world. I am not sure what I did, but what I am very sure about is not meeting him today. He was outside, I was still sleeping when I heard he knock the door. Seriously...blurr...but one thing for sure, I don't wanna meet him or to be precise I don't wanna listen to what he has to say.
I opened the door, and he was there. He wore the red shirt we bought together from Body Glove clothing store, his face looks sad but quite confident. He wanted to talk but I immediately shut the door. He continue knocking..
I went to the kitchen, clean my self, drink some water and went back to my bedroom. He was still there.."gosh, when will he give up" I tied up my hair and he left..
"Maybe he has given up..." thats what I want him to do at the moment. After a few minutes he came back, he called my home..( I'm sure thats him)..then he called my cell. " Hows that feel when someone hangs on you" I decline his call. After the third time, it annoyed me. So I pick up the phone and just listen; He said let me explain, give me the chance to explain...bla bla bla...I'm innocent..I fell asleep... The moment I heard that line, I just hang up. Gosh, this person is so annoying! Same old lame excuses again! Do don't tell someone to keep in touch with you if you knew that you were not available at the moment. I waited for you! and I called you a thousand times! You st**** brat!
I was on fire, just like right now. I pissed off, good times. I was so so angry with him. The conversation turns into something bad well yes, its my fault by not giving him the chance to explain but why should I? He didn't gave me the chance to reach him last night and he just disappear.
He was so angry when I deleted the pictures and put no status on my acc. I want him to notice that, of course..when you hurt a girl so badly she will gone mad and lose control of her emotion. I am like a grenade, I just explode.
Wow, this is not really a good post to read, but the purpose I created this blog is to write.
I am Grace and I am still an ordinary girl that suffered heartache, just like you guys.
Good bye.
with love,
Grace.