The flows..

:: just to show some love

Well...tonight i had been invited by Elder Pete's family to appear haha

yes i mean to appear at their lovely house.

Firstly I came with my annoying big brother.

Then I directly went into their house..straight to their kitchen where all the treasure been hidden 

--> durians & Laksa Sarawak ><

Next, I can't eat yet because I was waiting for the others who queue up for the Laksa. While waiting,

I did the dishes. And someone was very please and happy. LOL

After that, I waited.

waited

waited

hahaha No la ! I did not waited that long...He gave me the Laksa straight away when I said..

I want Laksa~ ;P

wait..who is 'he' ??

Jeng jeng jeng

Not long after that,

We surprise Kitty with the present ^^

sneakily went to the car..put the big box inside the plastic bag..bring it into the house...

Play along with her..ask her to compete with gogo..

Chooose fight with him...

' If you can defeat gogo, there is treasure waiting for you '

She won ^^ 

-ask her to look for the cat under the table..and there was her present..and she was like..

' hahhh ! '

hihi so cute...then everyone ask her to unwrapped the ribbon and everyone were excited to know..

She unwrapped it..and..tadaaa!

a cute teddy bear just for her..she hugs it..n she love it ^^ ( pheww ) hhihi

after that...I told the person...hihi yes i really mean the one I mention ' HE '

I ask him to sing me a song.

but before he did that..

We were all invited to dance..

from poco-poco, joget, twist and retro one..lol

one by one singer sang..and at last...He sang..

COOL. 

>.<

lovely song.

-by faizal tahir haha

okeii...Times past by...then suddenly..someone try to change the atmosphere 

and I don't know why.

:\

_____________________________________

[CUT]

okeii...cut that part. after that...everyone were singing..

we were all having so much fun...love it so much ^^

aww...just nice, 

almost eleven already..so..we ask permission to go home. 

I went and met uncle...thank you for everything..uncle ask who will be sending me..I said my big brother..

then I went inside and says fair well to unty to...the host of the mansion.

' thank you for coming '

' and thank you for the meal ^^ '

HAPPY

good bye to him..and uncle ask him to give me and my family some treats..

aww...it was a basket of fruits !!

love it ^^ 

thank you..good bye :)

------------

smiling

p/s do not eat GASSY durians if you were not stough enough ><

dizzyness --> ME

When U feel HAPPY & sad at the same time

Hello awesome friends ^^ Its 27 December 2012 already !!

hahaha

First of all I am happy that i am still here ALIVE

and the world did not END a week ago :)

Well..what was it feels like ?

HAPPY

& 

sad

at the very same time ?

Hmm...its a mixed feeling obviously.

Well..i feel weird..why do people wants to hurt other people so much?

care ?

ENVY ??

Hm...I did not get it..I just did not understand it..especially when it comes from someone bigger.

I mean..

an adult.

Well...by the way..I AM VERY HAPPY TONIGHT :)

I have a great time with my F . A . M . I . L . Y

Ouuh dear God, Father in Heaven...You are so kind You comforts me with lots of

good times and memories with them.

much love.

vvpingu

I really feels it..

^^ Hello again awesome friends..here I wanna share a little bit about me and the 

progression of my relationship status ;P

well...life have been so overwhelming this year..I 'play safe' which means

I did not involve with any 'rebelion riot' haha ;P to be honest...I am a very good girl this year.

It was tiring to always think positive and try to be happy all the time in front 

of my family..

but I am sure that it will be 2 times more burden if I act on the contrary.

So, as a summary --

I AM HAPPY TO BE A GOOD GIRL

^^

I listen to mama and bapa..

I did not join other activities accept for FAMILY and CHURCH's activity..

and I FEEL...

AWESOME

:)

next ??

My status ??

Am I single ? taken ? or..

forever alone ?

^^

did I have a crush on someone ??

:)

hmm....

Its Christmas :)

Its Christmas's Eve everybody ^^ 

here I am...sitting on my dad's office's chair and blogging.

:)

Dear awesome friends..2012 had been the best year so far..because I never stop doing 

amazing things since 011212 until now..the last week for this year.

**hmmmm ( breath in )

ouhh...goshh...>< ( panic attack )

I am turning 21 years old next year . . . fuhh

P A N I C

haha..

silly me..

hm...by the way..few or the story I wanted to share are;

1. I have a great friends and seniors in UMS

2. I experienced the true love from God

3. I love my family and willing to do anything as long as they are happy

4. I am not that struggling for study >< hahahaha.. **just kidding..

Dear awesome friends from all over the world..here I am..wishing u guys..

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

&

HAPPY NEW YEAR

^^

much love from me n my precious *hobit mode

My dirty hand

Hello guys ^^ First of all...the pictures were only for advertisement. ;P

Anyway..

Please be seated and take your time to read my poems. :) 

THANK YOU AWESOME FRIENDS.

~My Dirty Hand~

10 years from now

A message for my future husband.

Dear 'you' I am an artist...YES you've married an artist. Which I have to warn you 10 years earlier

to avoid you from LEAVING me..

Dear you..I am an artist which mean I am not ALL THE TIME available to take care of 'YOU'

and the family..

but please bear with me..because I love you..and don't leave me.

Dear you..I might spend hours of time on my painting and forgot to cook for you and do the chores..

dear you...please bear with me..don't leave me..

Dear you..you might be angry with me all the time because I forgot things and dates like our anniversary..

I am sorry...dear you...please bear with me..don't leave me..

Dear you..I might look messy all the time..and my hand are dirty...I am sorry..I am struggling on getting 

rid of all the color..please bear with me..don't leave me..

I might embarrass you in front of your CEO because of one acrilic's spot on my face...I am sorry..please bear with me..

Dear whoever you might be in the future..I wanna live and grow old together with 'you'..

I know..one day...I will be marrying a man that gifted from God for me..:) dear YOU . .

I am sorry...I am an artist and my hand get dirty all the time. :)

please bear with me.. 

<3

Hello November

:: Me and the girls during Uncle Bernard's party - Inanam Karaoke mode. THEM

Hello November ^^ Hye awesome friends !! How are you ?? fine ?? 

Here, I will make a quick post to remind back all the good things that had happen to me ^^

let the pictures do the talking ^^

:: Miss Azna house, ouuhhh how I miss them..well they were all in here Sabah

 but..kinda miss them too..

especially the moment where we spend our time together..and having fun all the time...just couldn't believe 

that naughty clicks like us were all manage to enter the uni. Well not all of us

but at least the other friends manage to organised their life with useful things like..

getting a  GOOD JOB :)

:: Me and Eyra my cute friend from Terengganu. I miss her so much. We spend 30 minutes only last time

because we were busy...I mean they were busy...hihihi...so..even though the time was limited but I have my

mamory with them. 

With her.

:)

Adios for now ^^

Hello again November :)

BECAUSE YOU LOVE YOUR SELF

Hello fellas ~ I had to remind you guys that this pictures were taken randomly and I did not 

arrange it according to the timeline since we were here in UMS.

Hmm...first of all I would like to share my thoughts about what is happening to us lately..

I guess everyone understand the situation and know what i mean.

::: me and azna 

 1st of all...this course..this whole fenomena that is happening to us RIGHT NOW..is from our OWN CHOICE. So, why is it so hard to fight for our own MARKS ?? For our own sake ?? For our own FUTURE ?? what is it for ??

 BECAUSE WE LOVE OUR SELF. 

Its because..we want to be the best and beat the old us...

I mean the old me..sometimes I my self confuse..

I get hurt by things that I don't understand before this..

things that I never met when I was in high school.When the lecturer said

" We are here not to take the spoon n SUAP  you.." they really mean it.  

I was tired too...I was sick too...I have to handle my stress in new a order..I know nothing especially when it comes to complicated things like assignments and stuff. So, like I said..SHARING is CARING. :) please share.

We are all in this together. :)

So, do not give up.

Quarelling and missunderstanding is one of the process that happen in 

our everyday life. It just like that.

Please stick together. ^^ because...everything will be just fine.

I wonder What God was Thinking..

Its always be a mystery for me..

How people can fall for each other and it last till forever..

*song

Anyway..Happy October to all bloggers and awesome friends ^^

Here I am filling my time blogging when the mr. google did not being cooperative with me.

Well..lifes kinda okeii now in uni. But yes..the pressure is on. And sometimes I think that I kinda

act like a queen qontrol when it comes to..

GROUPing-TASK

><

WELL..you see guys. This is me okeiii...I am not a study maniac person but YES when it comes

to commitment I WANT IT 100% from YOU GUYS.

I am sorry. Because we paid for the fee..so we need to fight for our scroll too !!!

It is very torturing to pay all the bills that we used here in Uni man..so PLEASE ~ be active :)

Sometimes I can be a maniac student too *only on certain situation okeii.

Hihihi..

second of all,

I would like to thanks to all of y girlfriends who always support me

when I'm at my worst and always make me smile during my grey day. I am thankful. To have you guys.

THANKS.

**Azna.Auna.Cilo.Nanue.HA32 fellas & crazy seniors at room 2/13 ><

But most importantly..

THANK YOU

LOVE.

for always being there for me. I am very thankful for that.

I LOVE YOU JESUS.

This is all Your doing..and it was...

COOL !!!

:D

Am I really is okay ?

Am I really is okay ?

Its been 3 weeks since the first day I came here in UMS..I thought that everything will be just fine. But yeah, I was totally wrong. Seems like the world doesn’t spin like the way I want. I am sad. First day of kuliah I had been attacked by a major headache. God..its too big. I just can’s take it this way..

Why ? why did I think it this way. I was hurting my self. Pushing my brain to the unhealthy habit. I keep on demanding people to give their best for me..but how about me ? did I did the best for my self ?

Yeah..that is a good question.

I need to fly, no matter what happen.

I just don’t know how to do it..

I was blurrr…blank…and I keep on forgetting things like my papers, keys, my cellphone..goshh…what is happening. This is not me..

L yeah…I am sad..but what can I do to change all this drastically ? Do I need a doctor ?

I don’t think so..maybe..I need to do some reflection activity on my self. I need to recognise and refresh my determination..sometimes..I myself I don’t know what am I doing here in UMS.

Because of all the tough time..I let my self to think negatively.

Yeah..sometimes..I just wanna quit..

WHAT to do . . .

Hello mighty friends :)

I am sorry since UMS ( umtp ) had  block the process to upload picture on blog

I had to write and post just like that..well..for those who prefer seeing pictures.

I AM SORRY

*bow*

Well..a lot of things happen here in UMS, where I study my ART, where I live :)

Hmm...first of all..i had experienced a lot of new things such as,

facing the UMS ROAD it self..ums was HUGE.

 I am very the TIRED everyday.

:)

However, I had never be so happy spending my time in

Dewan Kuliah and focus on stuffs like

ARTs.

:))

Hihihihi..

Dear my girlfriends out there..I am very the ( so what i love to use that phrase :P ) upset lol...why ??

Because..

-----------

secret

:PP

*to be continue

Hello September :)

Hello mighty guys~ here I am with my fellow friends experiencing new life order in UMS.

what~ ??

hahaha

Yes ! Akhirnya ! We are studying for our DEGREE. :)

much love..

Well, I've face a lot in a very short time.

CULTURE SHOCK

:)

It was not easy that is for real 

but

over all

I LOVE BEING A MAHASISWI

i will never give up

*thanks mom and dad. thanks friends.thanks everyone.

much love.

grace.

curving ma eyes.

Hye everyone. :)

Well..August is ending..so have you guys accomplish anything this month? 

Any undone business that should be done this month ?

best f the best is..we were celebrating Aidilfitri ^^

Yeah~ when we talk about it..it means..meeting OLD FRIENDS

long-time-no-see relatives and

bosses ( for the employee ) hahaaha

well..i had a great time in this festive season too you see.. :)

Well I went to my girlfriend's open houses..and did a lot of activity too..you see 

the Mini Pathfinder event is tomorrow so, we all were busy

preparing our group for the competition :P bluekks LAST MINUTE.

Fancy drills

Semaphore

Knot tying

etc

^^

well back to my main se-to-ree ..

I WENT TO HIS HOUSE

 yes..my old friend's house..

I didn't know how to react when his sisters jump on me and gimme a welcome hug..

"Ouhh Vivie~ its been a long time we didn't see each other~"

huhu..

And his mom was like...

"Hye..u sorg je?"

(not specifically LIKE that~ but almost)

hahaha..

So,

My good girl attitude push me to help them in the kitchen hihihi..

and his mom was like,

"amboii sepasang merpati di dapur nee~"

and i was like ( In my on mind )

Hoiiikk unty ! ure missing the big picture.hahaha

*Well..yeah...we still have the sense of humor together..we still can hangout and tease each other.

But, theres always be a time where we hit the silence phase and none is

dare enough to split out about what is in our mind.

 I am not looking back..and living in the past.

NO.

When I saw him..i glaze at him..i was relieve..

that NOW ?

I can move on without seeing him like an enemy.--> you know what I mean girls :/

haha..honestly I am not that type of girl..you know..

[ stranger-->friend-->couple-->broke up-->stranger ]

get it ??

that was..so not me. :)

thats why I prefer to accept guy as a friend now..because i did know and trust that..

FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER.

Decisions decisions..

 

Hye guys~ ^^. .

Well..here I am writing something to fill my time..heii...it was already 31st of August ><

Happy Merdeka day !!! weeeeehaaaa !!

LOL

Heii...back to the main story here okeii. So, as usual its about my you-know-what.

my feelings lah ! haha

Okeii..so, tonight i had rejected two guys. 

One is him

and the other one is him

LOL what  am I saying this..ahaha

Sorry. The thing is..I am saving my heart from falling. get it ? hehe..I am sorry. I just wanna be FREE from anybody.

Free from any monkey's commitment. yay...YUCK.

I did fall for someone.and I keep on hurting Him all the time. But He never leave me like 'you guys' did..

He loves me for who I am..

He knows me better than my own mom.

He created e beautiful just the way I am now.

I am so thankful for having his relationship with Him.

For He is the One and only..

Jesus Christ

He died for me..

did anyone here in this world dare enough to do that? for me ?

He was crucified because of you and me !!

So, before you accept Him, my guidance..our God..my true LOVE. 

don't you dare hating me because i rejected your proposal..

Father? can You hear me~ ?

get it ?

No right ?

me either...hahahaha..

:)

p/s : Just showing some examples of miracles that happen in my life

 from our Lord Father in heaven

God, this is all Your doing. Thank you.

You put a smile on my face again.hihihi..but this time..it was a good feeling because it was

from You~

Sure, I have a status to hold here and yes..I also..did..i guess..i mean..

stop waiting for Mr. Perfect lol.

ahaha..heii...I know it sounds impossible.but who knows ?? 

God is GOOD you see.

:D

He send me someone to start a new chapter with.but~ 

I will still hold this one..

"friendship is better, because friendship last forever"

GOD BLESS.

:)

Spirit spirit why me~ :(

Hello dear friends~ August is ending :)

Good bye August..you've given me a month full of adventure :D

So, the upper picture shows my fellow friends in Kg Natai, Telipok. It happened on 

25th August 2012 ( Saturday- Sabbath day )

alert : NO LINE CONNECTION. totally lost in the other world.ahaha

. 

So, based on my caption for this post..I want to show you guys the atmosphere and

the environment around us..which was our place to set up/ build our camp. :)

Old people had warned us about the area we stay..It was..not OK. Obviously the place was own by

the other creature on earth which we know 'they' exist but we can't see them with bare eyes.

Well, because we have faith and our leader have no problems to set up the camps there..so, were all 

get along with it.

Sadly, it was my first night..and I was 'disturb' by..you-guess-what.

=,=

It was..totally NOT a good experienced..and until now..

I am very fragile to things like..

darkness..etc.

I can't explain further information because I just don't know how..

got what i mean? hihi..yeah..totally not a good spot for us. 

So..yup..spirit spirit~ why me..huhu

not only me been disturbed. My friends..and one of my student too..so..

For you guys out there..always alert and be careful.

:)

GOD BLESS YOU. 

Its how you live :)

Dear friends..:) let sail with me in my lovely dovey poem..

stand up to the sunlight with your hand wide open

don't hold your anger or leave things unspoken

and have what you want

but want what you have..

DON'T SPEND YOUR LIFE LOOKING BACK

Don't run from the truth..

cause you can't get away

JUST FACE IT AND YOU'L BE OKAY 

:)

LOOkING BACK FROM WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN

cause its not who you knew,

and its not what you did..

Its how you live.

:)

love.

i think about him..

i think about him a lot today..i just don't know why..

haha..guess not every little thing in my life that i can control uhh ??

well..i'm not a supergirl..so..

Will things get better when I enter uni ??

Hmm...few of my very best buddy are going to leave me..

Panda, Sherly..aww

sigh..i am not sure why am I like this..sometimes..what I understand about being me is..

act strong but actually I was hiding from the truth.

Hiding from what I want..

and the truth is..I want him.

But ALSO.. I know that..

God knows what best for me..it just..I can't help it..I am attracted to him..and I don't know why..

maybe because we faced a lot together ??

or

maybe because he is my one and only love ?

what??!!

NO 

Did I just said that ??

LOVE ??

ewhhhh !!

hahaahha...i felt funny...i lough then i stop thinking about him..ahahhaa...what a life.

fuhh...

LOVE 

is

GOD.

theres no other LOVE in this world that can defined HIS.

So...i just have to be patient. ^^

and..work harder..so that..I..will..eventually..get over him..

don't break my heart

Don't break my heart before I give it to you

Don't tell me no before I ask you to

Don't say it doesn't fit before you try it on

There's too much to lose to be wrong

And it feels like there's something here

But I wanna see it before it disappears

And if there's something real between me and you

Well are we both open to

Don't give me hope if there's nothing to this

Don't let me in if you're not there

What I'm feeling doesn't happen every day

So baby please play me fair

And it feels like there's something more

Than those crazy little crushes I've felt before

When you move in closer I can feel the rush

And now we're so close we can touch

All these possibilities

So many little possibilities

Right in front of us

Close enough to touch

And far enough to have some time to see

Happy Feet

Hello guys~

So back in camp, my beautiful friend Lissa gave me a set of personal

care like..lotion, conditioner etc okeii..haha

like..a lot. LOL

So, here I am playing with one of the product she gave..

I found it..

LOVELY

^^

thank you Lisa.

imissyousomuchyouknow

huhu..

SO girls..let pictures do the talking. ^^

p/s : it is good to spoil your feet once a while..everyday would be..excellent. :)

fresh !!

Last random Meeting?

 Well yeah I had to admit it was not a random meeting..

It was a set up on ME. 

 :: Remember this? yummy okeii..so don't envy me ><

hahaha just kidding.

So lets picture to the talking yeah~

:: yeah..I know..thats why I love them.