My sight..

Hello awesome friends and family..
What I see nowadays are no longer important..it is what I feel..that matter..I don't know..I don't..I am sad..I mean..very..hah..

I hate my self when I am in this situation..I am at the very bottom place..my heart are sinking and my sight become blurry and it is very hard..heavy...this burden..

I just don't understand..I just don't..I really don't understand..the question is..why..?

I have no more idea..I have no more faith..I have no more trust..I have no more smile..I had gone blind..

I am blind..because of you..I am stupid..because of you..I am hurt to the limit..because of you..the question is..who are you ?

Who are you..that it hurts that much..?

why..

Why..my tears doesn't count isn't it..my voice doesn't deserve to be heard isn't it..I am just a tiny girl isn't it..I am so small that you only see me when you need me..

why..

This is too much..who is willing  to save..ME..

I am falling...down...